Today, I am not so much in the liking people mood. Little things are annoying me to death. Honest mistakes are causing me all sorts of frustrations…and it’s only a thursday. I am pretty sure I know why I am in such a bad mood, but that doesn’t necessarily help anything. I hate waiting for phone calls and emails to be returned (even though I KNOW I am not the only one with problems happening today). I hate having to leave projects and assignements undone because I don’t know how to correct them or what to do to make it work. Part of it is the learning curve of the new job – I am finally getting comfortable with the basics, but don’t know what to do when crazy stuff happens. I KNOW the only way i’ll figure it out is to work through the crazy stuff, but right now I’m feeling inferior and … yeah, not sure what word to put there.
Other than that, I am feeling short on grace today, and am forcing myself to remember that I too made mistakes (and make them) and that nothing is so bad it can’t be fixed – i just have to figure out how!